Just not sure.

Hello all... or none as it would appear. I don't think anyone reads my blog, but oh well. It's just my vehicle to write and vent to the world. At least Sunny read it once and commented. That's the best I've gotten so far.

I think I'm having a little bit of a crisis at work. I'm not sure I like my job. It's been a slow week, so every minute there just drags by. I don't know if I'm just irritated because it's slow, and it's making me question everything. Or, if I am really just done with the apartment management scene.

I've been rolling around the idea of getting my travel and tourism certificate online. Really if I could do anything, I would just travel the world all the time. I do realize though, even if I can get a job in the travel industry, it's not all travel. I'll  probably just end up at some desk job, or some airline job, that wont hardly pay the bills, let alone pay for excellent vacations. The one perk is, I would get discounts on travel... which I could use even if I don't get a job in the industry, so that's nice.

I just question myself. I have a history of being all about something, then one day I wake up and I'm totally over it.  Hell, my poor parents paid for me to go to a very expensive art college. Never did anything with that degree. I threw myself into a Mary Kay career and dedicated two years of my life to it, then one day was just done with it. Now I've been in apartment management for 4 years, and maybe the appeal is starting to wear off. I'm just not sure what I want any more... it's a little frustrating.

I keep going back to the travel thing in my head. It's been a few months and I keep going back to it. It's been about 6 months actually. Eh... Maybe I'll just keep rolling the idea around a little longer.