Been a while

Sorry I've been kind of MIA lately. In all honestly, I've been in kind of a funk. I don't want to go into too much detail, but just to sum up.

Last time I wrote, I had the bowling party for my work the following day. That was the day it was made very clean that I need a prescription for Zanex. I had a full on panic attack due to my social anxiety. This had never happened to me on such an intense level. I just freaked the fuck out. I think I managed to hold it together enough while there so no one from work saw my freak out. But the second I was in the car, I just started bawling... It was pretty bad. I've been a little off ever since that happened.

Sunny got into town last Thursday night. So that's been fun. We hung out most of last weekend, and some time during the week. So that's been distracting me from being so damn depressed.

Thus, the funk previously mentioned. I've just been really down lately. It's hard to say exactly what my problem is... well, that's not quite true. Eric and I have been having some issues. He's depressed from not working, and thus, he acts like I don't exist. When he's down, he's a real dick. I really want to get too specific, but that has a lot to do with why I'm so crabby/depressed lately.

And, that is a very quick summary of what's been going on in my life. Sorry to be such a downer. Hopefully I'll start to cheer up here soon. Maybe I am just bipolar. My moods to seem to go up and down a lot lately... who knows. Hopefully I'll have something more interesting to report on in the near future.