Got my hair done today :)

YAY! I decided to get bangs cut in again. This cut is similar to the cut I got the last time I had it done (over a year ago). 

Nothing too new to report on. Got a mock promotion at work. Basically, I'm going to do all the manager work for one of our properties, but not going to get paid anything extra, or a title change or anything. I guess they're looking at it as training me to take over as a manager for a property eventually. Still kind of sucks getting more work, with out more pay. I guess I should just take it as a good thing and go on with my life.

Other than that... nothing has changed. Been a pretty boring week in my personal life. Planning a fun weekend road trip with the girls down to Branson, MO in May. That way we can meet up with Sunny and hang out a bit. Should be a grand time. Can't wait!

Yesterday it was 65 and sunny??

This is today :(

I guess that is to be expected here in Nebraska, but it's still frustrating.

Thought I'd do a post since it's been a couple weeks again. Still not much too report on. The afore mentioned funk I was in during my last post has started to lift a little. I had several talks with Eric about our relationship... and I think he's trying. We've actually been getting a long pretty well lately, and having fun together again. It's been nice. Last week I just kind of decided I wasn't ready to give up on my marriage. We've still got some things we need to work on, but it's a start.

I'm still being super bipolar about my work. I'm in the "I hate my job" mode again. I wish I could just make up my mind and figure out what I want to do. The fact of the matter is, right now I really don't have a choice. This is paying the bills, and right now, that's what we need most. We really need to get Eric back to work. I'm starting to get really frustrated with being so poor all the time. However, I am going to treat myself next week and go get my hair done. It's been a year since my last hair cut and I feel like I deserve it. 

I guess that's about it. I spent most of today being a bum. We have gone out the last 3 nights in a row and stayed out till bar time all 3 nights. Got to sleep in today for a while, but still don't feel like I've caught up on my sleep just yet. I do have a couple posts I want to get up on my other blog. I have a great tuna pasta recipe I want to share, and the dinner we had last night at Urban Wine Company was out of this world. Playing catch up again. I really need to be more disciplined about posting right away. Oh well. Guess that's part of being a procrastinator. Need to work on that. 

Been a while

Sorry I've been kind of MIA lately. In all honestly, I've been in kind of a funk. I don't want to go into too much detail, but just to sum up.

Last time I wrote, I had the bowling party for my work the following day. That was the day it was made very clean that I need a prescription for Zanex. I had a full on panic attack due to my social anxiety. This had never happened to me on such an intense level. I just freaked the fuck out. I think I managed to hold it together enough while there so no one from work saw my freak out. But the second I was in the car, I just started bawling... It was pretty bad. I've been a little off ever since that happened.

Sunny got into town last Thursday night. So that's been fun. We hung out most of last weekend, and some time during the week. So that's been distracting me from being so damn depressed.

Thus, the funk previously mentioned. I've just been really down lately. It's hard to say exactly what my problem is... well, that's not quite true. Eric and I have been having some issues. He's depressed from not working, and thus, he acts like I don't exist. When he's down, he's a real dick. I really want to get too specific, but that has a lot to do with why I'm so crabby/depressed lately.

And, that is a very quick summary of what's been going on in my life. Sorry to be such a downer. Hopefully I'll start to cheer up here soon. Maybe I am just bipolar. My moods to seem to go up and down a lot lately... who knows. Hopefully I'll have something more interesting to report on in the near future.